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THE LOVE NOTEBOOK
Everyday everything gets a little easier…. the sadness never completely goes away I don’t think it ever will.. it will always be in the back of your mind.. your happiness is based on how strong willed you are, how long you can push the sad thoughts out of you mind and keep bringing in happy ones. You can be happy, you will be happy. It’s all up to you. (: everyone has sad days, even sad months but you can get over them and if needed I will help you. You don’t have to do it alone…
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I am happy, honestly happy. My boyfriend may be away in California and Katie and Madison may be distant now but honestly i am happy…. I love it.
Im not going to say i dont have my sad moments or my sad days but over all I am honestly happy.
I tried to kill myself March 7th, I overdoesed and went to the hospital. I survived obviously but it opened my eyes to many things. It opened my eyes that the people around me effect me way to much and i shouldnt put up with fake friends. It opened my eyes to who my friends really are… It let me see that there is more to life then listening to what people have to say about me or their opinons… It opened my eyes that people are not as sincere as they seem, and the things they say i shouldnt depend on them..
Katie was there for me when I OD’ed so was Amanda and Goldie even James was, yes my ex….. But where was Madison, my best friend…? no where to be found and that honestly hurt…. but what hurts even worse is that since the hospital Katie, Madison and I have grown apart… It just seems they no longer care and im not okay with that but I have to be because i cannot make people care about me or want to be my friend…. So all I can simply do is give up…
I dont need to put myself in negative situations even if that means no longer being friends with my best friend and basically sister…
But I am making changes and I am staying happy. <3 (: I promise myself this….. I dont need people who dont need me.